Tuesday 5 August 2014

Mama

She has been packing her bags for ages and now she is gone. Is she going to stay out there forever? Oh noo..i have no one to dry up my tears with comforting words that sing a song to my ears. I have no one to love and love till love shows me love. I am dead with sadness and ill with sickness. I am weak by the disease of loneliness. Life is short, how short of its distance can it be? let it be shorter than a dwarf, for my mama can turn and come back from her trip. My mama has travelled, and my mind has travelled with her. Be back safe mama, with candy and cotton candy.

Sunday 11 May 2014

Morning

Souls of neighbouring souls, be up and see the miracle of today. Let life come to you and death depart from you
. It is morning, the beginning of all days.

Saturday 10 May 2014

Bring Back Our Girls

Under the shed of the moon, i rested my shadowy soul. I heard sounds, but from nowhere. A friend in need is nowhere to be needed. The trees are more firm like a picture and no whistle or whisper of even a harmful creature. The world is at ease and silent as clueless. A peace that has been deserted by a known invisible characters. Where are the friends to laugh with? where are the girls to flirt with? Tears speaks for itself "bring back our girls and let the world be crowded with peace"

Sunday 3 February 2013

My Anonymous Girl

I see not you, but the soul of yours I saw. Beautiful and breathtaking, but if only you're visible. I am calling out your anonymous name my beloved one. Cast out a spell and be real before me. Nights and days are passing and my dying days are running towards me. Be out and be real before the ticking clock stops. My life is a waste without you. You're my hope and my strength. Let the hide and seek come to fruition my anonymous girl. I am standing firm like a tree, patiently waiting for you to emerge.

Tuesday 6 November 2012

Our lost Mother

I lost my soul mate today. A loss that can't be found. The lost that leads to forever. My mother: she's gone to the underworld. Not to visit, but to stay there forever. I wish tears could bring her back, because the whole world is filled with tears. Sad faces are not to be counted. The world is at silence. I can hear people praying, asking for forgiveness upon her. If humans were immortal, I could have called her perfect mother. She's beautiful in any of her ways. Emotionally, physically and mentally. She taught many how to be patient and handle their lives. She taught me specifically how to lower my gaze and greet my elders. We will miss you our dearly beloved mother. We will never forget you in all our senses of imaginations and thinking. You're the queen of all queens, and the king of kings. I can't go further in my words, because I can't see at the moment. Tears are flowing on my cheeks like a stream and making the sheets of the paper wet. Let me stop here and tend to my crying eyes. My prayers for you will be the first in all of my prayers. We love you and we will miss you. Au revoir our beloved mother. May the soul of yours rest in perfect peace. Amen.

Friday 17 August 2012

Ramadan

Its so sad that your leaving. I wish we could lock you up, and keep you forever with us. Your living days are over in our world. You came and spent days with us, but today, the days you spent came to fruition. I can remember the first day you came and brightened up our world, and promised us you will be with us for 29 days. I never thought you were so serious with what you said, but today we understood. I am crying with no tears, because I've no tears to shed again. I cried like the first day I came to the world. I once joked about the movement of the days, "that they are not running, but they're skipping". Today, finally I know that what I said it wasn't a joke, it's surely and purely the truth. You made a promise again, by saying that you will be back again in some number of months to come. I am happy to recall this promise that you made. I will be patiently waiting for you again. I pray to live long and see you again my dear best friend (Ramadan)

Wednesday 1 August 2012

A Wasted Life

Disturbed and confused by my own thoughts.
The thoughts that argue within themselves.
Confusing a daft brain into confusion
and disturbing the mind into disturbance.
Drunk with regrets, because the thoughts
brought back the shadow of the past.
A wasted life.
The life that got busted since at the beginning.
The past was full of hopes and dreams that were real.
But today, the life of a young lad
was demolished and vanished like it never existed.
Who am I?
I am nothing but a piece of a blank sheet.