My Anonymous Girl

I see not you, but the soul of yours I saw. Beautiful and breathtaking, but if only you're visible. I am calling out your anonymous name my beloved one. Cast out a spell and be real before me. Nights and days are passing and my dying days are running towards me. Be out and be real before the ticking clock stops. My life is a waste without you. You're my hope and my strength. Let the hide and seek come to fruition my anonymous girl. I am standing firm like a tree, patiently waiting for you to emerge.

Our lost Mother

I lost my soul mate today. A loss that can't be found. The lost that leads to forever. My mother: she's gone to the underworld. Not to visit, but to stay there forever. I wish tears could bring her back, because the whole world is filled with tears. Sad faces are not to be counted. The world is at silence. I can hear people praying, asking for forgiveness upon her. If humans were immortal, I could have called her perfect mother. She's beautiful in any of her ways. Emotionally, physically and mentally. She taught many how to be patient and handle their lives. She taught me specifically how to lower my gaze and greet my elders. We will miss you our dearly beloved mother. We will never forget you in all our senses of imaginations and thinking. You're the queen of all queens, and the king of kings. I can't go further in my words, because I can't see at the moment. Tears are flowing on my cheeks like a stream and making the sheets of the paper wet. Let me stop here and tend to my crying eyes. My prayers for you will be the first in all of my prayers. We love you and we will miss you. Au revoir our beloved mother. May the soul of yours rest in perfect peace. Amen.

Ramadan

Its so sad that your leaving. I wish we could lock you up, and keep you forever with us. Your living days are over in our world. You came and spent days with us, but today, the days you spent came to fruition. I can remember the first day you came and brightened up our world, and promised us you will be with us for 29 days. I never thought you were so serious with what you said, but today we understood. I am crying with no tears, because I've no tears to shed again. I cried like the first day I came to the world. I once joked about the movement of the days, "that they are not running, but they're skipping". Today, finally I know that what I said it wasn't a joke, it's surely and purely the truth. You made a promise again, by saying that you will be back again in some number of months to come. I am happy to recall this promise that you made. I will be patiently waiting for you again. I pray to live long and see you again my dear best friend (Ramadan)

A Wasted Life

Disturbed and confused by my own thoughts.
The thoughts that argue within themselves.
Confusing a daft brain into confusion
and disturbing the mind into disturbance.
Drunk with regrets, because the thoughts
brought back the shadow of the past.
A wasted life.
The life that got busted since at the beginning.
The past was full of hopes and dreams that were real.
But today, the life of a young lad
was demolished and vanished like it never existed.
Who am I?
I am nothing but a piece of a blank sheet.

New Day

Beautiful day it was.
It came along with all the souls I knew.
The sun was up,
bright and glittering like gold.
The sky was clear as an empty sheet.
Birds were showing
their independence and freedom in the air. Swinging from the sky down to the earth.
I sat outside,
drawing the new world with my living eyes. Chewing and inhaling the air
that came along with the day.
I hugged myself,
and thanked the Lord that made me,
and chased me to this day alive.

My Mother

You are the perfect teacher in the whole wide world. You taught me well with your sweet words. You are the best among the best. You handled me with such care like a breakable object. You are surely the woman who is trustworthy in this world. You brought me up, and tended me like your life. I wish you could linger in this world forever. I wish for a thousand things, but you are the queen of all wishes. I love you my dear mama, and I will continue to do so till I am no longer dwelling in the midst of beings. Love you my one and only.

Mother

A mother, my mother, your mother and our mothers. No soul is better than the soul of yours. We ran away, because you've been showering the truth upon us. You gave us advice that has not been given to us. We denied the fact, and left you alone with your truthful words. We went to the street, because we followed our devilish minds to satisfy our needs, but the world showed no mercy on us. The world deceived us at the beginning, and abandoned us at the middle of nowhere. We were lost in the woods that has no eyes to take us back to the past. Disrespecting the woman that carried you for nine months, suffering with pains and tiredness. All these are like committing murder my dear fellow souls. Be thankful to the Almighty for keeping your mother alive to help you jump the obstacles of this confused world. Many lost theirs, and have no one to give them advice. Hold yours tide and smell the goodness of the world and the underworld.